Monday, November 27, 2006

. . . . . .

its just me against the world

Monday, October 30, 2006

ITS SIMPLE

I am happy.

There are days when things don't go the way you want them to go. There are days when you feel like things are going down hill. There are days when the most beautiful days in the world seem like rainy days. But then, there are days when the simplest things make you smile. They say one good deed can conquer many sins. I believe that one simple smile can conquer many days of tears.

I recently got back from a trip to California. We celebrated my sister's 30th birthday. I enjoyed the trip. We stayed at a wonderful hotel. Had an amazing host to take us here and there. Got the chance to play paintball for the first time. Got hit twice in the face with paint for the first time (once by my sister). Attended a halloween costume charity ball. Met up with friends and also made new friends.

Batman picked me up from the airport. I was tired. Exhausted. Fatigue. The flight was overall ok. There were kids on the flight screaming like theres no tomorrow. It took forever to get my bag. Batman had to drive around in circles for about 30 minutes. It was blah.

What made me smile?! I came home. I took a quick look at my car. About two weeks ago, my car got flooded. It stinks! I had to drive back and forth to school for about 2 weeks with the car smelling like ass because I wanted it to air dry. Well when I got home. I noticed that my car was extra white. Its usually a light shade of gray. Then as I was walking towards the condo, I turned around to take one last look. Then I noticed that my tires were shiny. MY TIRES ARE NEVER SHINY. Batman got my car washed and detailed. He also filled my gas tank. He took care of my car. I was quite surprised. It made me smile.

Can you imagine the feeling of discovering gold?! Well thats how I feEL.



GOLD

Monday, August 28, 2006

NEW BLOG

I'M HAPPY

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I WAS IN HOUSTON

Date: July 18, 2006
Place: Agora in Houston, TX

I met HIM.

I arrived in Houston around 8:00 PM. Mister Fantastic picked me up from the airport.
Mister Fantastic - He is awesome. Smaller then I thought compared to the photos, but no difference with his personality. He was my left arm; did everything I needed, took me to places I wanted to go, made sure I was always feeling comfortable.
He took me to Agora, this kute little coffee place in Houston. I've heard so much about this one particular place. I finally got to visit it for myself. I finally have a vision of the place.

The Master Plan: Surprise surprise

As some people know, I have a spectacular best friend from Houston. This man is my heart. He is the most powerful friendship I have.
He does not know about my visit to Houston, so we decided to surprise him. I've known for about 2 weeks that I was going to visit Houston. It killed me to not tell anyone, especially HIM.
As we waited at Agora for His arrival, my heart was beating a million miles a minute. I tried to hide it, but it clearly didnt work. Mister Fantastic called my bluff. It was one of the first time, in a long time, that I got nervous. Nervous to the point where my eyes teared up. It was a good feeling. It showed me how important this was to me. How this can absolutely change everything. How this is the beginning of a new chapter. How I'm about to meet the rock that held me together.
He came, my back was facing HIM. He's walking towards me, I can feel it. I turn slightly around, then smiled. Then I stood up. He looked at me. Then looked at me. And looked at me. He's face was simply priceless. I said, "can I get a hug?" He leaned in. It felt like a slow motion moment. He hugged me.
Of course there were some laughters, it was a surprising moment. About 20 minutes of shock and questioning, we went for our second cup of coffee. He escorted me downstairs to order more coffee. There, He hugged me again. But this time, it was a big hug. A hug so tight, I can actually feel his heart beating. Thats the heartbeat of my bestfriend....

The Water Wall

This beautiful place I've heard about in Houston. I've always wanted to see it, but was told that it turns off at night. Though, He still wanted to take me. Even at night, it was beautiful. Maybe it was the moonlight, or maybe the company. It made me smile...

Location: Roxy

We drank. We danced. We laughed. We enjoyed. One of the greatest moments of all times happened here, at Roxy.

The song: Promiscuous

Promiscuous = promiscuous boy + promiscuous girl
Was there even anyone else in the room?! It was this moment that pretty much changed everything. It can simply change everything for the best or the worse. But whatever the case, I'm glad it happened.

The night was absolutely entertaining. I felt secured, wanted, and loved...

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Call me krazy, but my two days in Houston brought months of emotions. Feelings of satisfaction..feelings of excitment..feelings of confusion. It was REAL. For the first time in awhile, I felt comfortable being around people. I was flattered.
I left Houston with a tear in my eye. Its not the place I miss, its the people. The people that make Houston a valuable place for me. It might sound a bit out there and even corny, but it was a great feeling. It was too much for even me to handle.

What do I remember about this mini vaction?! The laughs. The smiles. The friendships. The way he looked at me. The way he smiled at me. The way he touched me.

"The best sense is the sense of touch."


HE'S MY BEST FRIEND.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

LIFE...IS STRANGE

If you're here and I'm there. What are we?!

If you are here and I am here. What will we become?!

a friend once said, "I believe that somehow, some way, we will end up together."

have you ever just laid and stared at the ceiling, questioning whats going on?!

do you sometimes get nervous just being alone?!

my puzzle never seem to be complete.

who has the missing piece?!

"I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it; I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am." -Daniel Bedingfield

do you ever get questions without answers?!

everything will be fine.

fate + destiny = life

I'll be here before the sun rises and after the sun sets.

you know how to find me.....

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

IT'S 12:00 AM

its exactly 12:00 am my time. the holiday is over; back to reality. Not like I did much this past weekend anyways; pretty much just worked and shopped. I really do wanna go to bed now, so that I can be up early tomorrow for work, but why can't I sleep?!! WHo knows. What is running through my head?! a bunch of random thoughts:
. when will the fireworks stop?!
. was everything I bought today even worth the money?!
. what the heck is larry up to?!
. how is numbertwo's class renuion going?!
. who's numbertwo's hot date?!
. what should i eat for lunch tomorrow?!
. should i shower tonight or tomorrow?!
. where are my slippers?!
. i'm thirsty
. this song makes me wanna dance
. is this blog stupid?!
. what else can i look at on myspace?!
. do I look funny when i pucker my lips?!
. does anyone even read my page?!

thats probably only a fraction of what i'm thinkin about. just being weird and typing whatever comes to mind. does this blog have a purpose?!! not really

Thursday, June 29, 2006

PLEASANT SURPRISE


once again...THANK YOU. perfect flowers to brighten up a day :)

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