Friday, May 19, 2006

ONCE A CHEERLEADER, ALWAYS A CHEERLEADER

I will always be a sucker for love. When all has failed, when hearts are broken, can one still truly cheer for love?! Do you find sometimes, that even the coldest-hearted person will fall at the knees of love?

I believed, or rather told myself, that after my last breakup, I would treat love as coldest as I can. Maybe that hasn’t seem successful, but I have surely tried. I can honestly say that since then, I have never really looked at another guy with the same passion that I once before. Surely, I have pretty fond sights of a guy here or there, but none that I’ve seen with fire. I simply just tell myself that I’ve basically gone cold. Cold to the point where everything and everyone I see is grey.

When you find yourself looking out to nature and daydreaming of things that once made you happy, yet can’t be able to smile is a bit disturbing. When smiles don’t seem to portray truth is upsetting. When you can’t seem to find answers to the simplest questions is perhaps the worse.

If the life of love is so complicated and stressful, why do we tend to always welcome it?! I suppose in the long run, I’m still in some way, fighting for love. I find myself still crying over silly love stories and movies. I’m still a true believer of love and happy endings. Even if I may never be blessed with a happy ending, I will forever more still be a cheerleader of it. I adore it.


“Pride and Prejudice”, highly recommended. This is the movie that got me all thinking. Its one of those movies where you can actually feel what the character is feeling- the pain, the sorrow, the passion. If you just sit back and enjoy a “Pride and Prejudice” masterpiece, you will know what I’m talking about. “Your true feelings are expressed in tears.”


"If your feelings are still what they were last April..tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed...but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed...I would have to tell you, you have bewitched me, body and soul..and I love..I love..I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on."


- Mr. Darcy to Lizzie [Pride and Prejudice]

2 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

nice movie..

1:50 AM  
Blogger sMhyla said...

since my last love, i'm not so sure if i can find it again. of course, i want to, but i am very hesistant. i suppose it will just hit me when it happens, when i am not looking. nice quote from the movie, perhaps i should use it.

1:00 PM  

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